I don't know

He called. I answered the phone.  We didn't had a nice conversation. I'm not in the mood to talk to him or to anyone right now. He asked me "sabihin mo lang saken pag nagsasawa ka na." I said "pano kung OO?". kung anu-ano nanaman ang sinasabe nya. dinadamay nya nanaman ang ibang tao. like si J***. kahit hindi naman sya ang dahilan. actually, date pa lang naman kase sinabihan ko na sya na ganun e. dapat nung una pa lang lumayo na ako sakanya. sana hindi ko na lang siya sinagot para di ko na sya masasaktan. poor boy. i am crazy. he was very good to me. he didn't do anything to hurt me intentionally. and here I am, breaking his heart. blame it all to me. screw this heart. this heartless heart. o.o

maybe tomorrow i will be okay again. everything will go back to normal. he will call me again and say "i love you" and i'll smile and say "i love you" back.